The most important things are the hardest to
say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them --
words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no
more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't
it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is
buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And
you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in
a funny way, not understanding what you've said at all, or why you thought it
was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That's the
worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller but for want of an understanding ear.
Stephen King, Different Seasons
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Najvažnije stvari je najteže reći. To su stvari
kojih se sramimo jer ih riječi umanjuju, a kad ih izgovorimo, stvari koje su se
činile neograničenima dok su bile u našoj glavi, stisnu se na običnu, životnu
veličinu. Ali ima tu još nešto, zar ne? Najvažnije stvari su preblizu mjestu
gdje je zakopano naše tajno srce, kao putokazi prema blagu koje bi neprijatelji
rado ukrali. I dogodi se da s naporom otkrijemo
neku tajnu a da nas ljudi čudno gledaju, ne shvaćajući što smo uopće rekli ni
zašto smo mislili da je tako važno da smo bili na rubu suza dok smo govorili.
Mislim da je to najgore. Kad tajna ostane zaključana ne zato što nije ispričana
nego zato što je nitko nije razumio.
Stephen King, Jesen izgubljene nevinosti
Lara...ovo je Lara...nevolin...
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